you’re right ,
i’m strong and powerful.
‘cause no one sees these tears
strip flesh from bone.
my heart yet burns,
like molten lava
pouring through the fissures of
my soul…but just
when i’m alone
you’re right.
i’m strong ~ you’ll never know.
i cloak my tear-stained cheeks with night,
bite back the pain your moods inflict,
make gifts of smile and
kindnesses,
while yet your daggers pierce
my breast.
you know you’re right.
i’m strong ~ you know…
a spider’s web of silken thread
that holds its delicate design
despite the hurricanes that blow.
oh yes, i’m strong.
but weary now.
today i nearly cried outloud
and right in front of you!
instead i quickly gathered up
the fragments of my shattered
expectations.
hid them
in the folds of my
pretended non-challance.
“a simple walk outside” ~ i lied.
but no, this strong soul
full speed fled…
the nearest park and
flung her body, heart first on the ground
and bled,
a sea that shuddered forth
in waves … a flood!
and so you see,
you’re right, ~ i’m strong
if being strong can mean
i hide my pain.